Hello all
It has been a while since I have been in the land of blog.
My name is Lami, I am 34 years old and live in Victoria..
I thought that I would start blogging again as I have a new baby who is now 1 month old!!
I have so many thoughts and questions that I wanted to get them out there in the land of cyber Mummy land and see what you all have to say..
I am not a new Mum because I have an 18 year old and an 11 year old but it really does feel like I have never done thing parenting thing before, I am feeling less human every day and more like a machine.
I change the baby, feed the baby, bath the baby, clothe the baby, cuddle the baby and then it seems as though I am doing it all over again..
I am not quite sure where Lami has gone and who this cyborg is that has taken her place.
There are some days that I even find myself in my pyjamas with a baby in my arms well after lunch time and I realize that I really should get dressed before Miss 11 gets home and wonders why Mummy is still in her P'J's!!
Has anyone else gone through this or going through it now??
Will Lami ever come back or am I doomed to be a feeding nappy changing cyborg for eternity??
This is what I have to look forward to? Hmm I already feel a bit like this already :P. Be kind to yourself and treat yourself every now and then, you deserve it.
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